Tuesday, September 04, 2007

more quizzes!

You scored as Geek/Nerd, Haha! ok. go computer geeks!

Geek/Nerd

60%

Hot

40%

Loner

33%

Jock

33%

Prep

33%

Punk

27%

"Ghetto"

26%

Goth

20%

Emo Kid

20%

Stoner

7%

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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omg!! Omg!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm a GEEK?!?!?!
this test is so NOT reliable!!!!
i'm so NOT a GEEK!!!
RRAHH!!!!

i shall redo and see if anything changes..
heh..

You scored as Hot, Haha! u are so hotttttttttt!

Hot

73%

Jock

60%

Prep

60%

Geek/Nerd

33%

Loner

27%

Punk

27%

Emo Kid

27%

"Ghetto"

20%

Goth

13%

Stoner

13%

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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lol
this one i just gave more extreme responses and see wad happen?
oh i suddenly realise tt for my previous result,
HOT was 2nd on the list
heh heh.. so ironic..
shows i'm not tt bad afterall!

You scored as M&M's, You are M&M's. You are a happy and outgoing person. You have lots of friends and love life. You have a very colorful personality. You are sweet, but sometimes hard to please.

M&M\'s

85%

Skittles/Gummi Bears

80%

3 Musketeers

70%

Jolly Ranchers

70%

Hershey Bar

65%

KitKat/Crunch Bar

65%

Reese's Peanut Butter Cup

65%

Twix

55%

*What Type of Candy Are You?* (w/pics.)
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lol ad can i say?
i like chocs!!

You scored as Nicole Kidman, You are most like Nicole Kidman. You have a natural elegance and poise that is rare nowadays. Your grace and quiet nature makes you pure and almost angelic. You style is more classic than trendy, but you always look good no matter what you wear. You're sophisticated, focused, and beautiful, and the world needs more of your kind of beauty.

Nicole Kidman

72%

Eva Longoria

67%

Beyonce

67%

Kate Bosworth

56%

Angelina Jolie

50%

Gwen Stefani

45%

Paris Hilton

39%

Carmen Electra

39%

What Beautiful Celebrity are You? (pictures)
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Your grace and quiet nature makes you pure and almost angelic.
LOL
my classmates and smugglers wil beg to differ!
HAHAHA i'm zi-niaoing..

You scored as Laid Back Fun Guy..., This guy attracts you because he makes you feel safe and secure. He will always try to make you happy and knows exactly what to say to make you laugh. He can be very romantic and fun to be around. He will rarely get angry or say hurtful things because he is so caring. This guys a keeper!

Laid Back Fun Guy...

89%

Skater Guy...

79%

Geeky Sweetheart...

61%

Deep Emo...

61%

Outgoing Athletic Guy...

39%

What's your perfect guy type?
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lol the evaluation of the diff results seems to be copy and paste
of diff results..
i see everyone's comments inside..
hahahah so unreliable..
but i dun mind it! HAHA

You scored as Grace, Your Grace!! Your loyalty will win you friends. You tell the truth and nothing more. Your heart is pure and good. And you are a kind and radiant human. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)

Grace

92%

Hope

83%

Peace

83%

Joy

75%

Faith

75%

Wisdom

67%

Courage

67%

Love

58%

What feeling are you?? (cool pics)
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eh grace? hahahah
my heart is pure and good sia..
ahahahah

You scored as Romantic/Sensitive, You like the Romantic guy, you one that treats you like gold and loves you to death. You like them sensitive, thay have to be able to level with, and understand you. You would much rather have eternal love then shallow relationships.

Romantic/Sensitive

83%

Funny Guy

73%

Clean cut/Prep

67%

Emo/Goth

63%

Intellectual

63%

Mysterious

60%

Gamer

50%

Country Boy

50%

Rocker

43%

The Jock

40%

Punk

40%

Thug/Bad Boy

33%

The Player

27%

What kind of guy attracts you most? (13 profiles)
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quite true.. i cannot stand players..
hahahah
i prefer LR BGR
hahahah
i'm toking in code!!
lol

Monday, September 03, 2007

OMG i'm SPAMMING MY OWN BLOG!!
XP dun care!!

You scored as good assassin, you are a good assassin but you could you a fair amount of work work

good assassin

83%

bad assassin

50%

god like assassin

33%

how assassin like are you
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i'm a better assassin than ttj!!!
MUAHAHAH beware...

You scored as Rachel, Popular and stylish you're Rachel. You can be a little vain at times but your heart is in the right place.

Rachel

75%

Monica

60%

Chandler

55%

Ross

55%

Phoebe

50%

Joey

45%

Which Friend are you?
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popular and stylish duo..
HAHAH
call me RACHEL next time!

You scored as sesshomaru, Your dream guy is Sesshomaru. Older brother of Inuyasha he's not the kind of guy who shows his feelings, but that doesn't matter to you, because you don't need words to tell you how he feels about you.

sesshomaru

63%

Kouga

60%

Miroku

60%

Hojo

60%

Inuyasha

57%

Naraku

43%

Inuyasha love quiz(for girlz)
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ZOMG!!
i got sesshomaru when i want inuyasha!!
hahaha
i got wad ttj wanted!
made her jealous!!


Inuyasha love quiz(for girlz)
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heh heh i re-did the quiz to get this pic!
bleh! XP
WAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!
spam quiz results!!!!

You scored as Blue, Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are.

Blue

75%

Pink

71%

Yellow

68%

Green

54%

Purple

39%

White

21%

Black

21%

Red

21%

Orange

7%

~What colour is your heart?~
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You scored as Hippy,

Hippy

69%

Popular Bitch

56%

Preppy Girl

56%

Nerdy Girl

50%

Athletic Tomboy

50%

Loser

31%

Goth

25%

Slut

6%

What type of girl are you?!!
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ZOMG! i'm a HIPPY?!?!!?
RRAHH!!!

You scored as Maximus, After his family was murdered by the evil emperor Commodus, the great Roman general Maximus went into hiding to avoid Commodus's assassins. He became a gladiator, hoping to dominate the colosseum in order to one day get the chance of killing Commodus. Maximus is valiant, courageous, and dedicated. He wants nothing more than the chance to avenge his family, but his temper often gets the better of him.

Maximus

71%

James Bond, Agent 007

63%

Indiana Jones

54%

The Terminator

54%

Captain Jack Sparrow

50%

Batman, the Dark Knight

46%

William Wallace

46%

El Zorro

42%

Neo, the "One"

42%

The Amazing Spider-Man

38%

Lara Croft

33%

Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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JOHNNY DEPP!! JACK SPARROW!!

You scored as Mysterious, You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!

Mysterious

67%

Diamond Eyes

58%

Anger

42%

Passion

42%

Eyes full of Pain

33%

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updated
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mysterious sia..
wo3 dian4 si3 ni3!!

You scored as Outgoing, You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.

Outgoing

69%

Nice

56%

Fun

50%

Immature

44%

Shy

31%

mean

25%

Dramatic

19%

what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)
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ttj scored as outgoing % as me!!
but she's nicer than outgoing-er so her result is NICE.
and her MEAN is 0%!!!!
omg
i dun believe!!!

You scored as Peter Pan, Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

Peter Pan

69%

The Beast

63%

Cinderella

63%

Sleeping Beauty

56%

Pinocchio

50%

Goofy

50%

Ariel

50%

Cruella De Ville

50%

Donald Duck

38%

Snow White

31%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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oh my..
i've got the beast 2nd on my list [but hey! the beast is nice!!]
and cruella too.. O.o
i'm mean!
ARIEL MY FAVE!!!!

hahahhahah this post like gna bao alr,
the rest shall be in the following post!!
tada~
oh my.. i suddenly realize that many HC people use LJs
haha mostly are RV/NY/CHS pple
but still..
i didn't even know the existence of LJs till this year la!
haha
the term 'blog' is more proliferated
and publicized..
i heard that LJs can friends-lock entries
meaning teachers or people who are not your friends
cannot view your posts.
that's good!!
ahhahaha then you can just spam and scold teachers
without much fear of getting caught!
heh heh...
DiD coming out..

by the way,
kelvin tan [econs] has an LJ too!!!
omg! O.o
i went to see it and it's FULL of econs stuff!!
ZOMG
hahahahha
actually that's quite expected
considering how he thinks that econs is fun..

quotes:
dun you think that econs is so much fun?

-.-

Sunday, September 02, 2007

You scored as Clarinet, Clarinet.
You are....a clarinet....
(that may or may not be a good thing)

French Horn

67%

Tuba

67%

Clarinet

67%

Cello

67%

Percussion

58%

trombone

58%

Bassoon

58%

Flute

58%

Oboe

58%

Violin

58%

String Bass

42%

Viola

42%

Trumpet

33%

If you were in an orchestra, what instrument would match your personality?
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hahah i finally rmb to go cn's blog [http://multiple-choices.blogspot.com]
and saw this quiz 'if you're in an orc, what instrument will match your personality?'
hahahah i din even noe wad's french horn's personality..
i got french horn, clarinet, cello and tuba..
clarinet and tuba?!?
wow shows tt i've got extremes in my personality..
sometimes v loud and stable and
other times, v soft and screechy
hahahahahah
not tt i'm implying anything..
heh heh..
and the last of the list is trumpet=33%
wahahahhahahah!
i bet mar won't get trumpet as her instru!
she's too un-AA
hahaha
and i'm sure tpt's personality is loud and imposing
ahahhahah
and i think phy will probably get tpt hahahahah
since she always so loud one!!
HAHAH
lynn, mar and ttj go take the test!!
it'll be fun!!
hahahahahahahhahah!
study sessions: class bench at 9+ till whenever you wanna leave
lunch at KAP/coro/blah blah blah.

tues got peer tutoring! quite sian cos it's early in the morning and it seems like no one's going back with me.. haha
i just made an 'appeal' on my cls blog to get pple to go down with me
heh heh

wah lao!
ttj gg back to sch on wed and fri for cca
wed 0900-1230
then she says she wanna go back on mon too
to study and blow aircon
*imagines ttj sitting in front of the aircon and
blowing with her cheeks puffed up*
HAHAHHAH

ohhh!!
just talked to ttj and she said she'll go back on tues too!!
YAY
WAHAHAHAHHA
hope she doesn't see the previous paragraph of this post b4 then!
hehheh

ARGH!!!
stressed out!!
have to study yet no mood to!
SIAN
feel like last time b4 starting to mug for o's
like totally no mood and motivation to study
but i noe once i start
the momentum will push me through
and we'll go KBox again!!!
HAHAHAHA
this really is just like o's
when i start thinking abt the to-dos after the BIG exams!
hahahah
i miss those days..

heyhey! yanzhu removed her braces le!!
it's like FINALLY..
i've only seen her with her braces since sec one
and i heard she had it since p6
so it's been 4-5 yrs liao.
:/
wah tt's looooooong!
hahaha
i wanted her to take a photo of herself and send to me but she refused
saying wad beauty is meant for own appreciation and not to be shared..
SELFISH!!!
hnnh!
anw, she mentioned wanting to 'rent' my brains for 3 mths
hahah
then i told her i need it for promos too
but i'll charge her $100/day after promos.
then she bargained with 10 cents/day.
=.=
as if i'll let her take advg of me!!!
:P

hahaha
i realise my posts are all quite long and hence crappy
i think mostly it's cos i dun write in paragraphs but 'inverse'
how does shakespeare draw his graphs?
INVERSE

lol

haha just being random
YAY HOLS!!!!!

Friday, August 31, 2007

YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!
first draft of WR is finally done!!!
YAY
and handed in!
hopefully our grp can pass with at least a D
XDD

YAY smugglers' outing tml!!
we're gna eat lunch and have lotsa fun tgt!!
heh heh..
hopefully we'll go watch rat-a-2-E one day tgt though i noe
val's gg to watch with someone else and mar is not interested..
TO ALL SMUGGLERS:
WEAR the SMUGGLERS' NECKLACE and RING tml!!!
or i'll zham you!
hahahahahhahah

today went lynn's house to play o2jam!!!!
damn fun zhamming and cheating other pple with our jian mtds
of making them believe we're playing low level songs then
switching to high level ones!!
HAHAHHAHAHAH
we're JIAN esp under ttj's leadership!!
ttj's reason for her JIAN-ness is tt we're allocative inefficient
cos we're over-allocating resources if we play low level songs
so tt's the excuse for cheating others into playing high level songs!!
tsk tsk tsk
so JIAN still wanna give excuses..
HAHAHAH

omg!!! i'm DAMN ZAI!!
i taught weiwei maths and she went from
just passing to getting a 83 for maths prelims!!!!!!
OMG
i am so damn freaking out-of-this-world ZAI.

we're now spamming new emoticons from the email i sent to everyone!!!
omg so fun!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHHAHAHA
my fave- /-np
the one that gives a nonchalant wave to all your requests out there!!!
and mar's fave- the rabbit rubbing its head against the wall and flailing its arms about!!
hahahhah
looks as spastic as her!!
MUAHAHAHAA

Thursday, August 23, 2007

WWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PW damn screwed!!!!
GRR..
i read a sample wr and it was IMBA well done!!!
RRAHH!!
we're supposed to make use of the info we got from:
-our individual eom
-survey
-mini event
to modify our events/project in any way.

and we din do any of tt.
:/

sian

and we dno when we're supposed to hand it in.
hope it's after sept hols so we'll have time to do during the hols.
SIGH~

feel damn stressed out by wr,
GG
rrahh..

jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
ganbatte!!
persevere!!!

Monday, August 20, 2007

today, swimming lesson's duration: ~15min
WTH!!!
change liao then swim for only like 15min and then
get up to bath and change back liao..
-.-
SAI!!!!
abit i spent more time bathing and changing than swimming!!
:/
sian!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

RRAHH!!!
things due next week:
-math lect test (differentiation and integration)
-phy tutorial (electric field)
-chem worksheet (energetics: DONE)
-chem SPA (E) die.. -.-
-econs tutorial (mkt failure and govt intervention up till section B)
-PW (WR 1st draft due next fri: intro not even done GG)

WAHH!!!!
so much stuff to do!!
and no time!!!!
RRAHH
sian..

supposed to be revising math now..
so far only revised integration
cos 3 pple asked me abt integration so far
so might as well revise that first.
quite scared for this test esp after the last AA
have to score well but my mum says no pressure
it's ok if i dun do well
but i noe i'll just go kill myself if i fail again.
HAHAHAH
jk.

well, good luck to all who needs it for the coming math test!
GANBATTE!
JIAYOU!!!
DUN LOSE FAITH!!!

seems like i'm cheering myself up.
haha..

Thursday, August 16, 2007

T.T
i got like 7 out of 20 for math AA.
wth
tt's like the 2nd lowest in class.
...
walao..
i feel like in my class you cannot score either the highest nor the lowest..
you score lowest of cos you sad
you score highest pple niao you till you sian.
then you drop rock bottom,
pple just step all over you.
*wad sm scored only 7?!
congrats! you pwned sm!!*

< /3

i feel really tired today,
but still gotta get through like four hrs of math.
esp after i got back my AA,
i dun particularly feel like doing math.
*cries*

actually it hurts seeing myself score so badly even though i expected it.
and it hurts even more when pple start saying stuff..
shall not record anything here cos it's bad to rmb such stuff.
writing this down actually makes me feel better.

me ttj lynn and mar played badminton today,
ttj and i were supposed to go running but end up playing instead.
had quite alot of fun laughing over lynn's unique 'poses'
and ttj's facial expressions..
hahahahah
i missed quite a few easy shots
must be exhaustion..
and i nearly smacked mar in the butt when i stood behind her
hahah!!
lynn's pose of 'chunli' sitting position is the highlight of the day!!
i'm proud to say that i'm the one who gave her that shot
that moment shall remain forever in my memory.

these are the moments i wanna rmb when i look back in the future.

go sleep

Thursday, August 02, 2007

wanted to go running with ttj today but the salt canter gym not open!!!!!!
RRAHH!!!
angry. ><
wahlao..
then in the end we ran round the track
3 rounds
ttj nearly died the 2nd round and she died at the end of the 3rd!
MUAHAHAHAHHA!!!!

abit i ran with my towel covering my head and face!
hahahah wad a spectacle
but ONLY ttj saw!
i dun mind ttj showing it to everyone..
hahahahhah!!

feel quite weird today
as in i feel abit sad for no reason and v v tired cos of obvious reasons
combine = eom rearrange
sigh~
must slp more
or else get emo again and pple will start counselling me..

why isn't my grp doing anything productive for pw??
i'm gna push them to do work tml!
over the weekend i'm gna do pw!!!!!!
RRAHH.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

AAAEC
shall not say any further.

mar was thinking of joining band for the EOY concert
and i'm sort of influence by her enthusiasm
and am thinking of joining too.
but THEN,
we're both so NOOB that i dun think we can join without
some hardcore self prac.
and we've still gta get through an audition by
our respective SLs.
i'm actually quite scared of the horn SL
:/
dunno why but i feel like he's so good that he's abit proud..
but then it's just my feelings, not true one..
hahahah

just ponned cca today
feel quite sian and tired so decided not to go
and lynn oso felt this way..
ahahahah
peiqi was the one who 'song yong' us into ponning!!!
-.-
*sphere*
sai!

stuff to do:

chem tutorial 'introduction to organic chem'
physics tutorial
econs tutorial 'monopolistic competition'
gp essay outline -.- sian.
discuss eom with tcher

because you live and breath
because you made me believe in myself when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky

Saturday, July 07, 2007

first time blogging after blocks
results?? hmmm
not bad actually..
better than i expected.
at least up till now.

i got A for physics and chem
though i initially thought my chem definitely a B
hahah
surprise surprise!
hahahhahahah...
i suddenly realise tt my physics MCQ quite zai leh!
i got like one wrong only!
at least according to my tcher.
but i dun really believe him
cos got one qn i like dun really noe so i tikam
heh heh maybe i got tyco tt qn..
then surprisingly, i thought my chem would be better
BUT i got 17 only for mcq!!
WALAO
wad shit..
i thought my chem was better
then in the end my physics like 8 marks better than my chem...
:/

all other results should be next week then noe
at least for math..
cos for econs the tcher said she haven finish marking
she commented tt tchers are not machines or sth..
ahahha
ARGH!
she's leaving at the end of the month la!!
walao!
so sad!
she's like one of the best tchers i had for JC
and it's very VERY hard to get a good one in HC..
and my GP tcher changing too..
this one i dno why change
maybe she retired
now is a new tcher who's less slack and is a guy..
not tt i've seen him b4
but i think he's a new tcher too.
SIAN
and i dun even noe who's gna mark our GP essays and compres
like keep changing then ltr the stds diff..
but maybe the tchers mark other cls's scripts
so tt it's not biased.
hmm..

If you wanna be with me, baby
There's a price you pay
I'm a genie in a bottle
You gotta rub me the right way
If you wanna be with me
I can make your wish come true
You gotta make a big impression
I gotta like what you do

Thursday, June 28, 2007

YAY!!! BLOCKS ARE OVER!!!!
feel like burning my notes..
hahah feel abit like after o's
i realised tt the period after o's
seriously screwed up my brain cells la.
abit now i keep wanting to play only
and couldn't get myself to do work at all.
it's probably bcos of being in JC
i dun rmb being this un-serious in sec sch..
:/

went out with lynn mar ttj lky and caining to j8 today.
we went to the 'heartware' office tower place
and play the table football..
20cents per game and the first was on the house.
i nvr liked tt game cos i could nvr ever hit the ball in..
sai! but me and mar kept score!!
while the others shouted and cursed as they played.. hahah
keeping score was fun lo!
esp when one side keep losing then can niao them!!!
YAY!
hahahah XDXD

then we started playing abit of graffiti
then ky and caining and lynn came along and 'kop' our markers!!
then ttj has to go.. :(
to eat at SWENSON'S!!!!
SAI SAI SAI!!!!
>< jealous jealous!!!
ARGH!
nvm just dao
hahhahaha..

then mar and i went off to window shop while other 3 stayed behind
they abit not WOLS leh
after we finished walking ard liao they still at 'heartware'
ONA WOLS SLOW
had dinner then was quite late liao..
abit ky ate 'main course+dessert' in the time it took lynn and caining
to buy and eat their dinner..
hahah he either superfast or super hungry
hahahah

then went popular walk here walk there
then realised too late cannot go lynn's house play liao..
SIAN DIAO!!!
abit's tt's my main purpose of gg with them!!
then feel so tired on the way home tt i wished i hadn't gone out..
:/
tt's y i hate travelling home late alone..
feel damn tired and sian.
on the other hand, with no one to disturb me,
i can sleep the whole journey away!
hahahah..

i shall try to zi high next time
then will remain cheerful and happy always!
then won't feel so sian.. sigh~
ZI HIGH!!!
GET HIGH!!!
WOOHOO!!!
ok tt's overspamming of inappropriate zi high-ing
hhahahah
:P

Monday, June 18, 2007

suddenly feel like blogging..
so i shall.

today my pw members and i were supposed to meet
at the national library at 9am.
but THEN, i abit go and wake up at 9am.
-.-
my mum called me up and said,
'eh! mei-ah! jiu dian liao leh!'
then i suddenly shot up and said,
'oh shit! i'm supposed to meet them at NINE!!'
then i smsed ben
heng he din ze bei me in any way.
tt was kind of him
cos i would've KILLED myself for being late..
:/
hahah
then in the end we met at bugis food junction
and we mugged for ~1hr.
HAHAHA
cos kenneth not there yet..
found some ref bks on red cross and tt's the extend of our research.
the bulk's gonna come from the net i think.
they say the bks are just for biblios
aka for SHOW
hahahhahaha..

ate at mos and went home after.
taught weiwei abit of maths and went shopping with her.
WAD KIND OF SALE IS THE GSS?!?!?
how come every single shop i went into
doesn't seem to have worthwhile things on sale?!
HMPH!
irritated.
in the end, i bought 2 shirts from giordano
quite ex still
sians.
hahhahahah
but feel quite satisfied at the end..
heh heh..

hmmm..
these days i seem to be thinking alot
and tt accounts for my sleeplessness and tiredness.
keep thinking abt 2 things:
studies and ...
eh actually only one thing hahahah
but i kept not having the mood to mug
even tho i noe tt i need to..
gna DIE for blocks liao..
sigh~
GG

i dun wanna feel the way tt i do
i just wanna be right here with you
i dun wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you


i shall end with meaningful lyrics from westlife songs
which are OLDIES according to someone..
):
i'm a yin shui si yuan person
HAHAHAHAH

Friday, May 25, 2007

wah lao.. this blog has bcome my emo blog alr..
everytime emo, i'll come here blog.
i fear alot, but nowhere to tell anyone abt it
for fear of me scaring them away
with my probs..
so i shall blog here.

today during tkd prac
i totally sucked at sparring.
kicks too low, too slow, too near.
punches = non-existent
hands arms legs and feet are aching EVERYWHERE
even typing this causes my wrist to ache abit.
wad crap.
this made me realise tt i'm not cut out for this.
i wanna improve and this can only be achieved by prac-ing
but everytime i think abt it,
i feel apprehensive
like i dunno wad will happen to me during the trng
damn sad.
:(

dno why
feel damn emo after tkd
din feel like toking to anyone.
lynn went home with mar
so i get to go home alone and listen to emo songs on my mp4.
felt emo up till now
when my parents asked me abt my bruises
i really felt like crying.
why do i suffer so much for nothing?
in fact, i just teared abit just now.
feel better now.
THAT tt dun kill you
makes you stronger and tougher.

HOPE SO.

really wanna have a smugglers outing next week.
but due to circumstances,
it's postponed.
damn sad
now i dun even get to watch spidey.
spidey's grt but no one appreciates him.
WHY?
i'm able to probably bcos i feel for him,
as in i can see his inner turmoil and
the struggle btw wanting to save the world
and seeking his true love.
tt's probably a reason for my emo-ing
tt no one likes him
fan er insult him
"actually spidey not tt nice oso wad"
damn sad.

sometimes i hate myself for being this way:
selfish, arrogant, self-centred and greedy.
but tt's the way i am
i can't change unless someone tells me
how to change for the better
tt's how dense i am too.
stupid.
i expect things to be done my way
things tt i care abt.
but when it's not,
i tend to get irritated and frustrated
and start to emo.
tt's y i hate myself: uncompromising when it mattered.
*closes eyes and sniffs*

it's good to push yourself to the best of your abilities
but never push till you finally can't take it and
fall over the edge, down the cliff.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

wad's wrong with me?
is it me or wad?
why do i feel so useless and like there's no meaning in life?
why is it that i always feel this way when i should be happy abt stuff tt i've achieved?
and why i always ask these qns to which there's no answer?


life have been just great
maths, chem, econs and gp are GREAT
phy SUCK like SHIT
wadever.

tkd com on sun
gg
dun wanna let my team down
shall practise hard on sat!
mother's day- HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!

jubilate tml
quite excited though i dun wanna go thru the whole morning
to get to the evening
sian

my classmates are great
it's just tt i dunno how to appreciate them
maybe it's not becos i dunno how
it's cos i dun get enuff slp tt's y i'm emo-ing now..

anw good luck to all who are taking part in the tkd com this sun
i noe you all can do it!
XD
jiayou can liao
the syf band pple too
wish you all all the best!
dun disappoint me.. heh

shall stop emo-ing
it's bad for me

Sunday, January 01, 2006

happy new year everyone!!!
it's a new year ahead!!
'should all aquintance be forgot
and never brought to mind?'
duh NO.

omg
I
am
a
sec
4!!!!
ugh!!!
have o's this yr...
have to start sc duty... :/
haha

last yr was the most traumatic yr i ever led
first is tt thing
hope she'll forgive me soon..
then is noms
-trembles-
then is being the leading batch
though i din do much.. haha

but THEN,
still got make frens..
it's a miracle i did
judging by how weird i am
bleh

nxt yr!!
got o's :(
got POP :)
got leaving sec sch :(
got tests and exams :(
got duty :(
got early new yr!!! :))
got funfair!! :))
got prelims... :(

all in all
nxt yr is a bad yr..
nvm
be optimistic!! like hotspur!!
erms....
out of point..
and haven finish doing hw!!!
die
wad if elit is the first lesson on thurs?
then wan le
yi qie dou wan le...
haha

smile everybody!!! :D

Thursday, December 22, 2005

The 8 lucky ppl whom i've chose to do the game are:
1) Cai Yun
2) Xinru
3)Mieoteng
4)Hui Shian
5)Yi Zhen
6)Wei Ying
7)Phyllinda
8)Cheryl

game rules:
1) state if ur partner in life is a guy or girl
2) choose 8 pple to play this game
3) if u're chosen twice, only have to do it once
4) write 8 conditions u wish your partner in life have

1) must love me!!!
2) taller than me.... if can at least 175cm(10cm taller than me)
3) MUST be darker than me!!!!
4) must be able to accept my bad points... i've got alot!!
5) must be i kan shuang one
6) if can, must be musically inclined ( if can, be able to sing)
7) no smoking or any other kinds of habits tt i can't stand, like burping in my face
8) and of cos, a filial guy!!!!!

Sunday, November 06, 2005

:):D:P
smile; heehee; bleh

stupid cheryl..
so many things like me...
sai

"Rules of the game:Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."
.*
1) my absolute fave phrase now is 'SAI': /\*.
OMG!! i'm a genius!!! ( ) :
haha!! look at sai!!(plus flies)---->(____)

2) i love to eat veggies!!!
( ok this is so unlike cheryl)

3) i like the fact tt your brain tells
your stomach when it lack glucose!!
fun facts!!

4)this is hard... THINK..k!
like cheryl, i oso like dots!!
..................................
..................................
..................................
..................................
..................................
..................................
..................................
..................................
...yea! dotz rule!! commaz drool!!

5) i'm not as friendly or as cheerful
pple may think i am
nor am i tt fierce oso..
fierce-looking as in when i dn smile
or when i am sleepy.. haha

THE five pple:
* caiyun
* tingjun
* vanessa
* xinruu
* yeewen

Friday, July 08, 2005

wow!! haha..
so long din blog liao..
last time i blog is like 2 mths ago?!
omg..can't believe it
last entry still waiting for june hols
now it's like pop's today?!
omg..
how time flies
feel damn sad
and scared
could just hope tt band will not go down in our hands..

i bought a soft toy dog for each of them
damn cute
kawaii nei!
haha
then i make tt bottle thingy for them..
i think tt's the ugliest..
:D
then still got the postcards.. the msg's short and sweet
in other words
dun really noe wad to say to them
just hope tt i dun get SC
:(
phy and yz say i look like one
and i definitely dun!!!
:/
anyway
quite excited abt the whole parade but not the after tt band pracs
will be so lonely lor...
so sad
not as much laughter as b4
oh yeah
i oso bought the pig for glo
it's like 30 for so small
at least in my opinion
and i think everyone's gna scold me for buying such small prez
but 30 buy wad?
well i dun manage $$ well
tt's for sure
and my taste very odd
haha
hope she likes it
:D

shall try to rmb who got wad post and blog again nxt time!!

Sunday, May 15, 2005

yea!! two more weeks left!!
counting down..

met tgt to discuss MI proj yesterday
was damn tired after tt
though it was quite short a time
then went to hougang mall to eat lunch at 3
then went arcade
i played the game tt requires you
to hit the buttons continuously
had a blue black on my left hand after tt
can see the extend of my aggressiveness
haha
watched cheryl and mt play the percussion game
so fun until i oso wanna play
but then the machine broke down
when the nxt person took over
the machine doesn't like him
:P
went home then

today went yiling's hse to do camp booklet
we did obj, grpings, schedule, acknowledgement
and band cheer
the crossword's done by tracey
felt quite accomplished
though we din finish designing the booklet
:P
went northpt with cheryl
as usual she wanna play arcade
but then got no timezone card
and she too cheapskate to wanna pay $5 for a new card
and i too broke to share with her
so in the end din get to play
...
went window shopping
cos no $$$
sad
kept seeing things tt i wanna have
tt i would nvr have in this lifetime...
:/

am doing bio hw now
just finished printing the beard thingy
for yiwei and me
dunno whether mrs tian will scold anot
so late liao still din pass up
but jean says she's gna speak up for me..
com lab printer spoilt wad...
sad
dun feel like going to sch leh
so sian
feel like staying at home and
watch tv
live the life of a pig
(^(oo)^)*tm*
cheryl's tm

ahh!!!
i gained ard 2 kg i think...
dunno yiling hse's one ke kao ma..
why is it tt gals have more fats than guys
when it's the guys who need them more?
they go fight war tt time may be winter time wad
then fats will act as insulator of heat
ok i noe i'm crapping
but why can't there at least be the same amt of fats
for both sexes?
biaseness

gta go back to bio le

Thursday, April 28, 2005

:))

finished liao
over liao
<~
sigh of relief
not very gd
forgot to do my best
:P
not really kong bu at the beginning..
cos not many pple
then later suddenly so many pple
0.0
:P
knew i wasn't loud enuff at the first one..
i said the wrong command lah!!
://
<~

yea!!
tml sports day
no sch no lit no pw!!!
haha
:P
gna eat macs tml!!
i think if i din faint
:/
hope i dun
cos this yr we falling out after the hse cheers
not after cheerleading
so shld be okay lah..
just dun get heat stroke can liao
haha

waiter: the white plate special cost $2
more than the yellow plte special
customer: is the food better?
waiter: the food is the same but we wash the
white plates and not the yellow ones.
@>--%%-%-->>---------------------------------

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

UGH!!
history exam in less than 2 wks
and i still dun rmb my levels of response!!
die!!
how i survive structured qns?!!?
and the teachers all still giving hw
like there's no tml
where got time to finish studying?!?!
actually i more scared for structured
cos source-based qns can dun elaborate so much
but structured...
die

oh shoots!!!
suddenly rmb tml i'm supposed to do it!!
ugh!!
less than 24hrs away
and the clock is ticking...
feel stressed
:/
can't imagine how pple survive this kind of lifestyle
hw projs exams ccas...
bleh...

ugh!!
gna sleep early today!!
-determined look-
i'm so gna give it my best tml
just dun let my legs turn jelly...
just thinking abt pple staring at me do just tt to my legs..

oh yeah
tml got 2.4
hope i do well..
not that i'm gna get gold this yr
-glares at inclined pull-up and sbj with passion-
:P

father: i nvr told a lie b4 when i was a young boy
son: so when did you start?
@>--->---->>------------------

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

we played new songs today
greensleeves and something soar one
:P
forgot liao
lolz
i abit dunno rhythm only
the rhythm can say is damn easy
but i still shi bai
cannot sightread
UGH!!!
everyone who can sightread call me mum
shi bai shi cheng gong de ma ma
haha

UGH!!!
suddenly i stomachache
die Die DIE!!!!!
i beratoing[?] nxt band prac!!!
i am so SO DEAD..
mt did it today
she had to do it twice
cos the seniors weren't there
to see her do it
hope i'm not as unlucky as her!!
butterflies... somersaults in stomach
=::(
actually tt's a face of me crying...
<~
very scared
scared tt i may do wrong thing..
or say tt pandan command wrongly..
i prefer the after band prac's falling out command
scarly i say it for the b4 band prac's berato...
...
actually i'm supposed to do it for after band one today
and it's like they tell me tt one min b4hand
i was too shocked to be nervous
tt's better you noe
dun have to worry over it so much
:/
mt over liao
less than 48 more hrs to go...

Friday, April 22, 2005

today played lots of songs
oldies
:)
t'was fun
though very out
haha

got an sms from becks
it's a damn lame one
abt a devil king and a princess
and many other characters
very funny
:D

am looking forward to june band camp
it'll be fun to plan
heard tt the com is by chou qian one
hope i not in toilet com
lolz :P
gonna start soon leh..
no one made a move to do so yet
:/

S.L. tok to us yesterday
...
said alot of stuff to bian us
-pouts and frowns-
we had a talk with mr c
took a long time
quite 'enriching'
limited vocabs
dunno how to describe
:P

someone cried yesterday
dunno for wad
it's not even tt sad an occasion
??
-shrugs-
dun care
:/

wanna go out tml and continue talking
:)
but spore so small can go where?
sigh~

today i did the most for this yr's ipw
i did crap on the wksht's qns
and the crossword puzzle was even crappier
:P
so much for my contribution

talked and thought abt lots of things today
decided one thing
someones' bad
very very very
bad
sad..
actually nice one..
but influenced by pple
like An-mei Hsu!!!!
mrs tian must be so proud of me
hahaha
:P

feel like frustrating it all on something
but no outlet
not even here
once again
sad..
<~
in case you can't tell
tt <~ thingy is
air coming out of a mouth
specifically
mine
it means sigh~
ok i'm lame
:P

going home soon
dun feel like it
cos bro will be at home
home got tension
and i dun even noe y is it like tt
<~

bio test!!!
die liao..
genetics engineering and heredictary right?
natural selection
continuous discontinuous variations
alleles
heredictary diagram
insulin production...
i am so so dead
://

**
judge: aren't you ashame of youself?
for the last 5 yrs,
i've been seeing you here in this court.
accused: tt's cos you aren't promoted.
**
today played lots of songs
oldies
:)
t'was fun
though very out
haha

got an sms from becks
it's a damn lame one
abt a devil king and a princess
and many other characters
very funny
:D

am looking forward to june band camp
it'll be fun to plan
heard tt the com is by chou qian one
hope i not in toilet com
lolz :P
gonna start soon leh..
no one made a move to do so yet
:/

S.L. tok to us yesterday
...
said alot of stuff to bian us
-pouts and frowns-
we had a talk with mr c
took a long time
quite 'enriching'
limited vocabs
dunno how to describe
:P

someone cried yesterday
dunno for wad
it's not even tt sad an occasion
??
-shrugs-
dun care
:/

wanna go out tml and continue talking
:)
but spore so small can go where?
sigh~

today i did the most for this yr's ipw
i did crap on the wksht's qns
and the crossword puzzle was even crappier
:P
so much for my contribution

talked and thought abt lots of things today
decided one thing
someones' bad
very very very
bad
sad..
actually nice one..
but influenced by pple
like An-mei Hsu!!!!
mrs tian must be so proud of me
hahaha
:P

feel like frustrating it all on something
but no outlet
not even here
once again
sad..
<~
in case you can't tell
tt <~ thingy is
air coming out of a mouth
specifically
mine
it means sigh~
ok i'm lame
:P

going home soon
dun feel like it
cos bro will be at home
home got tension
and i dun even noe y is it like tt
<~

bio test!!!
die liao..
genetics engineering and heredictary right?
natural selection
continuous discontinuous variations
alleles
heredictary diagram
insulin production...
i am so so dead
://

**
judge: aren't you ashame of youself?
for the last 5 yrs,
i've been seeing you here in this court.
accused: tt's cos you aren't promoted.
**

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

IT'S A MIRACLE...
i noe it's a bit late but..
:P

WE GOT GOLD!!!
OMG
first GOLD in 13 yrs leh..
0.o

we proved the sch wrong
which din pray for us..
-accusation tone-
anyway
da ren bu ji xiao ren guo
i shall be forgiving
since we alr got wad we wanted
:D

she got come support us?
-.-
i dun believe
must be 'pray' for us only
ha

anyway i think we made 3 records
* 1st gold for SB in 13 yrs
* 1st gold for last band in yrs
* 1st gold for playing el camino real as choice piece
:DD
so happy
am floating

so sad..
today no band prac
went self prac
pple must think i nuts liao
go self prac after syf
but can play old songs wad
ross roy, american graffitti(?)
concerto, jubiloso...
-faraway look-
-flooded by memories-
AHH!! i'm drowned!!!
ok
i'm lame
can hear a few 'glad you noe tt's
:DD
lame-o me
:::DDD
bleh
going crazy liao
gta name this blog after mt's
crazyyme
...
but it suits her better
:P

looking forward to the chicken wing tml
but...
i'm dieting leh
zhuo you wei nan
nvm shall eat 1st
diet nxt
-nods vigorously-
yes!!
tt's such a fine idea!!

my blog got no content one
all crappy stuff
lame-o thingys
ME!!
...
:PP

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

wah!!
so long din blog liao
>10 days
O_O

i'm supposed to write
the colombian short story now
cos tml gotta go SCH
and thurs got band
fri gotta pass up liao
..
dunno wad to write abt
3D says it's supposed to be an essay
abt 600 words
but i thought it's a short story w/o word limit
dunno
instructions not clear

tml b4 going to SCH
the few of us may go nat's hse
but then she may be going to eat sakae buffet
??
no money to go

din say my speech today
haha
probably have to wait till nxt wk
or maybe on thurs if i go back to sch
b4 eng lesson ends
i'm saying it more fluently now
but still got halts
:/

i suddenly realize tt i dunno
wad hist teacher is toking abt..
i forgot all abt stalin lah
i thought stalin is the leader of germany lah
ermz..
cos we were reading hitler mah..
then i din even qn where stalin go
after hitler gain power
i so diaoz

then bio i oso luan liao
gotta study and revise
sigh~

i realize tt my brain only rmbs subj
which includes calculating
like A/E maths and physics
the rest i like gong gong one
dun rmb anything
haha
selective learning
hmm...
tt's gd
at least wad my brain selects
is abt my best sub
haha
:P

gotta post liao
some pple waiting for me to
post this entry

just wanna tell everyone something b4 signing off
.
..
...
....
..... dun eat shark's fins!!!!! save the sharks!!!
....
...
..
.

Friday, March 11, 2005

last day//
:((

so sad...
their last day today..

i woke up late this morning
at 7.38am
reach sch at abt 7.55 am
fast?
din eat breakfast
was hungry like hell

reach sch
was counted as late
first time in my whole sec3 life
:P

went for the newsradio programme
was fun
but sometimes wad they say are too chim
dun understand
:/
the hci guys kept wanting to say something at the end
but no time
so they ask after the whole live show's over

went to ava room at 1.30pm
sat there and slack and stare into space
took out cam and took a few photos
then discover how lan my cam is
://

was fun the whole day
gave prez to yg zhx and wl
feel so guilty tt i din give anything to the others
cos everyone else(gals) did
...
sang lots of songs
till i sou sia liao
got sore throat
took a few videos and grp photos
so nice

yg gave me a card tt he wrote
i think his handwriting actually very nice one
but the pen and card makes his handwriting look messy
or maybe tt's how it actually really looks like
:p
he oso gave me this necklace
very pretty and shiny
i like
but i dun think there will be any occasion
where i would wear it
he said he took 8 hrs to shop for the gifts
...
a bit lah

was supposed to eat dinner tgt
but i went home
cos ah ma cooked liao
so sad
but yl and cecilia oso gone home liao
so stay there oso quite sian

nxt thurs supposed to go movies tgt
but very late
in the evening at 6
surely cannot go one
dad dun allow
i oso dun feel like watching bogeyman
...

feel sad when reach home
am told to do reflections
so sian
sure will forget to do one
:P

tml going to hci concert
jc band
lilin playing
going to support her
shld i buy flowers for her?
nah
no $$$
just gonna take pics

Thursday, March 10, 2005

ohhh//

tml last day liao
it's official
i dun think i will see them anymore after tml
so sad..

some of them are actually very nice one..
not like some pple of the opp sex tt i noe of
lolz
though they're the guests sometimes
they still do things like holding the door open for us
but i think it may be tt kind of temperory politeness
:P

can't believe it loh
yg went for some counsellor meeting at 3
then went off at 10pm
then went to orchard to shop for prez for us
then reach home at 11+ pm
then slept at 2+!!!!
my god!
then he reach sch by 7
dunno wad time he woke up
..
i would be dead like a log by now if it were me
lolz

i went to buy prez for him after band today
bought some cute stuff tt i like alot
but dunno whether he will like anot
also bought some food
tt i'm sure he will like
lolz

tml last day yet i dunno whether we are going ouut
after sch
if we're not i think i'm going out with mt
tml cannot stay in sch
got staff retreat..
so cannot stay in sch for self prac or soccer(?!)
maybe we can go watch movie tml
watch ghost movies
:D
i promise i will not get scared
lolz
but i got no $$
sigh~
bought the cam
:P
oh yeah can take lots of pics tml!!!
haha
i dun have a grp photo yet
tml take
oh shoots!
tml taking PPR back!!
my god i dun want!!!
i die liao
i din tell my parents abt the maths quizzes thingy
tt i fail everything!!
AHAHAHAHAH!!!
DIE liao
gonna get scolded like hell by them!!!!
well, worry oso no use
nvm dun care
gotta prepare tml stuff liao...

Monday, March 07, 2005

the guys came today//
the tour ard the sch was fun
we were supposed to be the host
yet they 'brought' us ard
haha
they just anyhow ask someone
how to get to somewhere
...

bought a cam yesterday
digi one
konica minolta(correct spelling?)
anyway gna use it soon on the concert day
and when the guys are going
feel so sad tt i can't take pics of their sch
nvm can get from yl
:D

played ball games today
their faves
soccer and basketball
soccer we play in grps of half boys and gals
my team lost
haha
i din even get to touch the ball
i just watch it roll past
cos i'm so lazy and inactive
ha
yc tried scoring thrice
but missed every single one
:P
and was asking for one more chance
from his team members
lolz
the basketball is boys against gals
to be exact 5 boys against the rest of the gals
plus yg
it was obvious who lost
i shall not spell it out
the guys were not allowed to run with the ball
zx very diao lah
he cheated by saying tt he was running after the ball
and not with it
wadever loh
lll-_-lll
lolz

actually wed got water games one
but they not free so cancelled
so ke xi
hai~
i think for the nxt few days
after sch will be going straight home
no activities
but hopefully i'm wrong!

well, late liao
sleeptime everybody!!
nite!

Saturday, March 05, 2005

sad..//

first day in sch after the whole HCI exchange programme
very sad sia
miss the sch liao
and some of the pple
but not in tt way!
i noe wad you pple are thinking abt

hi this is rebecca XDD

i've to let her do this cos its her com..
(rebecca: XDDD)
sorry for the interruption

yesterday i've to leave early for horn thingy
so sad
it's the last day yet i can't stay till very late
sigh~

gotta dwld msn soon
but use alot of time leh..
dialup..
sigh~

my buddies gave me a card, a bookmark and a sch badge
some other 3B pple (i shall not say who)
also gave me a card, a keychain and a sch badge
now i have 2!!
haha

ok now everyone's looking at my entry..
gtg byeie!!!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

fun//

today and yesterday was so fun
we toured the sch yesterday
the guys are so funny
they were like reading something
off their script then suddenly say
oh sh** who wrote this!
haha
it's something abt tan kah kee riding the
horse statue ard the sch
:D
they were very proud of their CCAs
kept telling us how gd they are
like when we went to the squash area
they said these are our squash courts
where we won many trophies
erm...
0_o
the lessons were abit sian
but the guys were so enthu during lessons
unlike us
:/
they shouted out qns answers and opinions
even unwanted ones
i think my buddy very clever
got 24/30 for english essay
the qns for the essay was like
geog test qns
wad pollution thingy and greenhse effect
and renewable energy..
er..
i tried to recall my geog lessons
but nothing came up
feel so stressed
:P
played wacko and zhong ji mi ma as ice-breakers
the wacko was fun
they hit each other like they're enemies
the newspaper was all squashed and crumpled
:)
we got to know each other's names and
how fast their reactions are better
the forfeits were funny
they aim their friends from other classes
and made the forfeiters to say something to them
either tt or they act out something
:D

they had maths test today
the teacher was so extreme
all tables were to spread out till they used
the entire area of the classroom
someone must have cheated b4
or she won't be so extreme
hm..
she gave us indices wksheet to do during the test
it was quite difficult
i was doing the wksheet
when her head suddenly appear at my shoulder
then she explain one of the qns tt i dunno how to do
so scary sia
it seems like they have early dismissal everyday
11 something then sch's over
then we went aphelion rm
to discuss the item on thur
we dancing mambo and singing a song
we changed the lyrics to our experience there
damn funny
i think they have an impression tt sn gals
dun like to eat alot
cos they kept asking us if we wanna eat
and we kept saying no
:P
lunchtime was too early for us
haha
we went macs at king albert park for lunch
then went back to sch and played games
like concentration and zhong ji mi ma(again)
and follow the leader
was fun
they purposely bully one of the guys
during forfeit
wasted quite alot of time
then it was 5.15
had to go
by the time we reach the bus stop
it was like 5.30
then waited so long for bus to come
reach sch by 6.15
in time for the brasses meeting
found out tt there's horn tuition on fri
at 5 or 5.30
we are supp to eat lunch at 4
wah very not early only
i was perspiring like hell
then phy ask me if i got nose-bleed to death
ha ha
very funny
as if i ever nose-bleed from looking at a male b4
:P

it's so fun loh
dunno how i survive nxt wk wif so much hw
and no fun at all
ugh!!
i'm behind in maths!!
gotta ask mt to tuition me
surely no time to catch up one
die die liao
suddenly feel so sad and down
shall go read bk to cheer myself up
:)

Thursday, February 03, 2005

UGH!!!
depressed//

teacher say dun need to pass up
physics proj until she says so..
last min oso no use
at least now it's finished

had maths, science and hist quiz
scored 9 for A maths
10 for science chem
and 18.5 for hist
so am gonna get poor marks this term

found out today tt i'm not destinied
to be maths rep
or a 'leader'
teacher din choose me out of the 4 pple...
oh well
hope maybe mt is willing to let me be in 2006?
highly impossible
not tt she's tt bad
but i dun trust my own luck
:P
..

found out 10 years ago
tt many find me non-talkative
it's no wonder
i'm such a 'loner'..
pple dun talk to me directly
i wouldn't say anything
esp when i'm sian or sleepy or sad
which recently i am
these are signs of depression
i die liao
got thoughts of suicide..
:P
i'm supposed to do something with yeewen
one of these band pracs
veh sian leh
and veh kong bu
dunno wad to say..
sigh~
supposed to cheer the band pple up
at the end of the band prac
cos they veh sian and tired liao
like i'm not
going to fall asleep this instant liao loh
zzz...zzz...

got so many things to do
buy v dae prez
do i'm king of the castle
read for chinese test cos i
dun wanna revise chinese during tt cny wk
buy some nice presentable clothes
and read 4 continents by week 7
so sian

aunt bought me a pair of 3/4 pants today
quite loose
but if any smaller
my hips won't be able to squeeze in liao
veh happy
this year's waistline is
smaller than last year's by 1 inch
it's either tt
or the cutting is bigger
hope not

ah ma changed my bed sheets today
got a lot of animals one
tiger, mouse, alligator and rabbit
doing gymnastics
veh bright and cute
lots of musical notes
it's embarrassing
but i like it!
it's the only bright thing in my life now
...

so happy tt sec 3s and 4s dun have auditions
so heng loh
if got hor i sure die one
can't even play E without warming up
sigh~
at least my luck pulled me through tt

resolution:
-try to be more friendly
and not talk only when talked to
-talk more when eating
-volunteer for all kinds of things
-according to my bro
wad i shld do is to establish
ties with others to let them noe more abt me
-be more outspoken all in all

as if i can do all this..

Monday, January 24, 2005

:)

doing physics proj now
due this week
very not last minute only

got history and chem quiz tml
finish reading chem in 10 minutes
history 10 hrs oso cannot get it in
haha
love chem
hate history

tml seeing sec ones again
so excited
can dao juniors again
:D
sad sad sadist..

oh forgot to change link add to yz
not impt
do it later
:P

gong xi fa cai to everyone tagging my blog!!!
and to my friends!!!
and to my cousins!!!
and to my relatives!!!
and to my seniors!!!
and to my juniors!!!
wah! one person can be 'gong xi fa cai'ed by me
for a lot of times...
:P

happy new year!!!!
hong bao na lai//

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

haha
back again after almost a month
:P

so many things had happened..
taufik's cd not out yet afterall..
:D
the mtv a bit not lame only..

start school liao..
EC so hard
esp maths
so many formulas
dunno when to use which..
sigh~
the other subjects are ok
only physics got projects
going to teach on refraction and total internal reflection..
supposed to be researching on vision stuff now
slacking all the way
cannot dwld research
:/
due on wk 4

wanna change blogskin when got time
and when would it be?
never.

feel so depress whenever i'm blogging
weird
i must try to be more chEERful
;P

got maths quiz today
damn hard loh
wad sq rt 6 plus sq rt 6 plus sq rt 6...
the solution so easy loh
i so stupid
but it's not counted!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
wadever...

reading a NR bk now
cy!
read more of these bks!!
though not very gd for your psychological health..
haha

i got new handphone leh!!
model N3120
i prefer nokia ones
:D
same no.
can send me mms!!
got the phone on 1/1/05
2+ pm
i'm looking forward to 2 years from then!!

want to wear braces leh...
but got financial probs...
li bu cong xin
..

feeling as though my memories
are slipping away from me..
so forgetful these days
rmbed taking band badge off my blouse
but actually forgot wad happened after tt
then my ah ma found it the next day..
a bit lah..
sigh~~
always forget to do hmwk
bring stuff
and wad commercial was on before the show
my god!
i'm forgetting the formulas!!!
ugh!!!
gotta revise
bye~ (singsong)

wad was i going to do?

Friday, December 17, 2004

went genting on mon
came back on wed
went to the outdoor theme park
a lot of pple there
one ride must wait at least 1/2 hr
ugh!
pple cutting queue every where
one cut in front of me
i was trying to sit on the railings
then was blocking tt cutting-queue person
tried to get out of his way
but lost balance instead
fell down
got blue-black everywhere on my legs
double ugh!!
had much fun
bought a wallet
gonna use it when sch reopens

omg!
sch going to start liao
yet i still have so much hw haven do!!!
die!!
- still got physics bio wksheets
- maths a few qns
- chinese haven read or do yet
the song lyrics oso
- joy luck club oso haven read
- ss dunno got wad hw
- english can't find the hand-outs
only did the
- chinese <5> du hou gan
- maths qns tt i noe
- chem wksheets
omg i'm so dead!!!
gonna cram the tonite
triple ugh!!!

nat bought cleo with sly on cover page
:D
haven read yet
going to read tml
yea!!

i think i gain a few kg after my trip to genting
ate kfc for so many meals
even ate pizza hut on the last day
quadruple ugh!!!!

maths: addition
total ughs: 4
total yea: 1
my life is down the drain...

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

happy//
for lack of a better word...

watch the incredibles yesterday
it was damn nice loh
kept me laughing the whole way
i like dash
damn cool
can run on water loh..
haha
the end very cute
jackjack fa huo
then become metal
then become devil
haha
very funny sia

had band prac today
was fun
long tone exercises
for now i think phy is the champ
i think i can hold 40 secs
but i din really record
:P
today the moment ms sia came
she scolded us
just nice at tt time we were resting
from the exercises
and were talking and bonding
sigh~
the moment was 'spoilt'
haha
i think i improved today
but i may slide back to my usual standard
on thursday
..
hope not

today's newpaper hor...
so wad lah
i dun like douglas o loh
hate him!!
haha
he say sly got no talents wadsoever
blah blah blah...
wadever loh
taufik may not win becos of the votes loh
with this kind of g**t
the votes may not be right loh
tsk tsk tsk
but then sly's pic there very nice
i like
heehee
:P

Friday, December 03, 2004

haha

happy//

finally here again
ah!!!!
sly lost!!!!
nvm
i'll support sly all the way!!!
phy very depressed..
haha
actually wanted to delete this blog..
too bz mahz..
but then i got then urge to carry on
wad i started doing
feel like changing blogskin
but very mah fan
...
aiya dunno wad to write liao
...
SLY RAWKS!!!!!
muahahahahha.....

Monday, November 15, 2004

happy//

haha
so long din blog liao
now at ah ma hse
update!!!

PPR: 693/900
option: B2

made a decision of having EC class
instead of c lit...
scared scared sia
later i fail the EOYs next year

went out with 6A class on deepavali
to sentosa
had more fun then i thought i would
took a swim in the 'sea'
drink enough salt to last me a week
and 'bath' in front of the pple in sentosa
haha

went out with phy and jw and mt yesh
to escape
got discount 40%
had much fun
after every ride got giddy once
feel so useless
went on the pirate ship
which i was very scared of
and screamed the hell out
before the ship got very high
tried hiding behind jw
acted though i'm scared like hell
i was
pple around me kept laughing at me
ugh!!!
phy sat opp me
she said the 2 guys beside her keep saying:
" look at tt girl in front! hahahaw!!!"
so embarrassing lah!!
o*_*o

hq coming to band next tues
from beijing
see if she got buy souvenirs?
haha

gonna buy txbks soon
no $$$$
ugh!!
gonna find a 'job'
:D

Thursday, October 28, 2004

relieved//

today is an eventful day...
got up early went to sch
din go for drills
went to rehearse the story instead
in the end only started rehearsing
quite late
cos florence din come early
read to CSM during recess
she quite ok today
must be her sickness
din scold us much
said we improve
:))

then went to listen to the c lit talk
wanted to take c lit
think it's fun
then went back class to prac
family dance and line dance

was then asked to go to old specs
found out tt i am in the top 30% of the cohort
happy
was asked if we wanted to join EC class
but EC class can only take e lit
and i wanna take c lit
EC class dun have tests one
i like
but one person cannot have to many things
sigh~
would rather have tests than to take e lit
...

then went for lunch
after which
went to father barre there to meet
sf and CSM
sf not there
CSM there
CSM very angry tt sf not there yet
florence and i went to find sf
not in art room
florence tried calling her
got through and called her to run to father barre
she ran
i ran
florence ran
florence and i reached there in time
sf din
so she got left behind
sad
florence and i tried sf's lines
i read them in the end

went to recording 'studio'
actually it's inside a house
yes, HOUSE
we are the last grp cos i gonna prac sf's lines
watch 1/2 of sharktale and spiderman 1
and whole of 50 first dates
the '50' was very nice
quite touching
then went inside the 'room'
to record the story
since i'm the narrator
i wore the headphone
can hear outside
noisy
can't hear my voice at first
then suddenly it became very loud
shocked
had fun though a bit intimidating
with all the equipments ard
reread only 3 paragraphs
not bad alr for someone who prac less than 2 days
:P
then went home
waited at the bus stop with CSM and florence
i go first
left florence with CSM...
heehee
nearly missed my stop
took abt 35 min to get from there
to AMK MRT station
reached home late

ha
feel so shiok
finish recounting the entire day
oh forgot to say i din go for band prac
:/
to late to go liao
...
haha

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

ahh!!!
i hate tt teacher
TT teacher
CSM
calling us to withdraw from
the e lit project loh
no respect for us
and for our CCA
actually expect us to skip
CCA just to read to her
sf say we shld read to her tml
in the morning
but i scared she would say
tt she got no time now....
GR........
qian da
gonna practise hard tml
be the best of the other groups
XP
wanna change template soon
probably tml
look out...
go watch TV liao

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

accompanied sf to staff rm
she's not there
not here today
sick
tml recess going again
sian
ate fried food for both recess and lunch
feel so fat
then lend money from mt again
to buy smthing to eat
after going to gym
played some badminton
ran 1 round
then go to gym do exercises
weight very...
drank too much water
bloated
then weigh heavier
ha
today had the education
hazel slept in the middle
right in front of mr.s kwek(?)
they laugh abt it at the end
tml got band again
scared is ms sia
later say we very lan
die
just hope tt we play better than
on tues
sigh~

everyone return sch library books
by this fri!!!
accompanied sf to staff rm
she's not there
not here today
sick
tml recess going again
sian
ate fried food for both recess and lunch
feel so fat
then lend money from mt again
to buy smthing to eat
after going to gym
played some badminton
ran 1 round
then go to gym do exercises
weight very...
drank too much water
bloated
then weigh heavier
ha
today had the education
hazel slept in the middle
right in front of mr.s kwek(?)
they laugh abt it at the end
tml got band again
scared is ms sia
later say we very lan
die
just hope tt we play better than
on tues
sigh~

everyone return sch library books
by this fri!!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

so happy today!!!
had the first band prac
after exams
though we were not as good as before
i felt a certain 'exhilaration'
when i play el camino real for
the 1st time in ages with the whole band
shiok sia
i think mr ong still in holiday mood
he let us off early
and made us play 'yesterday'
and 'american grafitti X'
i never play these two songs'
2nd horn part before loh
gd prac for sightreading
hm...
today oso first day of drills
after so long
during the 'bae-low' (read literally) hor
i'm the first one turning loh
and i totally forgot tt i have to 'han-ta' (same)
then i missed the chance to turn and
just anyhow do loh...
gotta be more serious nxt time
my EOYs' results not bad, not gd
so sad
although i'm surprised tt i actually
passed the home ed exam
so shock
dun think abt it liao
it gives me heartaches
...
did well for my maths
actually surpass my expectations
so happy :D
for chinese exam...
though i did worse than last year
i still quite happy with my results
got quite high for gong han
:)
cy actually got the highest of the level-- 19
qian da
qian ma
qian zou
qian bian
qian qian
she can really tou xiao
like wad lin lao shi said
haha
tml going to accompany sf to see mdm chin
she going to read to her
fluently and accurately
she can die tml
mdm chin got such high expectations
sigh~
sf got my pity
haha
going to go exercise with mt oso
if she would wait for sf and me
...
sf din go to sch today
cy thinking of doing the same
tsk tsk tsk
no sense of responsibility
sian zai de nian qing ren...
sigh~
suddenly so many pple noe my blog
must be becos many pple link me :)
or cos my blog starts with 'a'
easy to find
;P

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

went to sch today...
tt siew mai (?) hor...
dunno how to say...
made us change the draft again
and again
actually twice only
haha
but each time she change until v slow
and i have to wait beside her
while she criticise the draft...
anyway it's not bad liao
for a one-day work
quite satisfied with it
now the only 'obstacle' is shufen
shufen
you have to read damn well
in front of her
dun read wrong pronounciation
or not fluently
or she scold
haha
unlucky you!
;p
came home late
ask caiyun to wait for me
haha
or she would reach home much
earlier than me
:)
tml wanna go out
but then haven decide where to go
...
scared leh
nxt mon results out liao
heard it's chinese exam's
scared...

Monday, October 11, 2004

yeah!!!!
EOYs finally over!!!
so happy so glad
but then dun feel as enthu
as last year
cos last year got go out after last exam
this year din
except to go to the library...
when anyone wanna go do CIP?
the chinese exam hor...
i spent so much time reading
like everything
then only 15 qns are tested on the
ci hui we learn
so grr....
last year got so many loh...
i alr one wrong liao...
the close passage is so much easier
than i thought loh
must be su lao shi give one...
haha
btw, everyone like the music?
i know some pple detest it
but i love it!!!
so nice....
but the background music is a bit too loud...
haha
treated myself to reading a book today
so shiok
gonna finish liao
shufen
you still wanna borrow that
Dan Brown book anot?
want i friday bring
sms me
dun call

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

yesterday's geog exam was so hard!!!
gonna fail liao...
today's compo
i oso fail liao
think i wrote out of point
so die...
better get good marks nxt mon's exam
the science exams were quite okay
now at school
waiting for friends to go home...
read some e lit today...
so hard
can't remember
die liao
tml maths exam so damn scared...
can't remember a thing abt graphs
wan le